Rain matches my mood

The rain today matches my mood. I love the Husband and I love my children more than life itself yet some how these wonderful pieces of my heart are conspiring to not let me get ANYTHING done. The 5, 2, and 4 month old girls want Mommy. I get that I really do. The 17 and 12 year old boys want to do their own thing, I get that (mostly not babysit the girls). The Husband has a list of chores to do so we can at least unpack before we move again in a year. And I have work, I took a job through an agency as an independent contractor. It is full time, the Husband is a disabled Vet and does not work he is a stay at home Dad (which is way harder according to him than military service ever was). I don't mind working but I am working 60 plus at work and 20-25 at home. I a frustrated, my kids are frustrated, the Husband is frustrated. The rain matches my mood.